Sorry to hear about your pre-birthday blues, Mozie. I didn't much want to turn 18 as much as some of the others either. I am turning 25 this year... not much looking forward to that. It sounds "so old" to me. haha So, in a way I understand. But, you might find that in a few months, looking back, 18 won't be so bad... I find myself still mentally 17, so the "actual age" doesn't have to such a big deal. You still look young. And, you can still have fun as an 18 year old, granted maturing will still be necessary. But, that is part of growing up... *hugs*