Right - the "appearance" of Aslan in PC (book) is critical -- what I like is that the first time Lucy sees him, she fails to go to him. She lets the other kids talk her out of it. She believes she has seen him, but she goes in the opposite direction.
Isn't this very often what happens to us believers, especially at young ages? I know it was so in my own life: I had "seen" Jesus in church and in my family all while I was a child, and so I ought to have known Him and followed Him. But as a young adult, my blood was hot, and I lost my vision of Him and let other people and circumstances "talk me out of" following Him.
(Not that other people are to
blame, it was my decision to go along with the crowd, just as it was Lucy's decision to go along with the other kids, in the opposite direction from which she knew Aslan was calling her. As he explains later, she
could have come to him on her own. She was afraid to do so.)
The great thing is, although she muffed this first opportunity to go with him, and followed the wrong road with the rest until they'd wasted a lot of time and nearly been killed by the attack of the Telmarines when they blundered into the wrong area, she could trace her way back to him and start fresh!
This time, they all determined to follow him, and the more they stuck to their guns, the better able they were to see him! This is so true in our spiritual walk, isn't it? At least it has been in mine. I landed in a lot of hot water by my failure to follow Jesus right from childhood, and wasted a lot of years and nearly got killed (mostly figuratively, but you know as they say, hit rock bottom). And then finally from the smoking ruins I tunneled out and decided to follow Aslan after all.
It was a shaky start; I was beat-up and beaten down. But the more I determined to follow Him, the more "real" He became to me. The more time I spent pursuing Him in silence and solitude, the better able I became to hear His voice. And so, just like the others slowly being able to see Aslan the more they followed him, that's how it was for me.
Further, he was just happy they had finally chosen to follow him. There was no punishment, no price they had to pay for their previous failure. He just took away their fears and blessed them. This, too, is exactly a mirror of my own spiritual walk and return to Christ ... He didn't want to extract any punishment for my having run away and hurt Him. He was just so happy to have me back.
