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Chapter 1: The Unhappy Day...
My mother died last month. It was a normal day. My dad had just picked me up from school when we found her collapsed upon the Kitchen floor. My Dad told me to call an ambulance but I knew it was only an excuse. He did not want me to see her like that. But the image had already been burnt in my mind. To me there was no escape from Death, not when I saw how pale and still she had looked just before I had left to do as my Dad told me.
But that was over a month ago. We are at her funeral. I wore my regulation school clothes. Usually I would not have bothered but Mum was so proud when I was accepted into Priggs Private High School For Boys last year.
It rained as our local Vicar read from The Bible in the graveyard. I did not pay much attention to him, my mind felt numb. I held my white rose which was contrasted to the parade of black garments everybody was wearing.
After finishing his speech, the Vicar made the Cross symbol and then we all lined up to drop in our flowers.
I was soaked through by the rain, the water mixing with my tears as I held out my rose and dropped it into the open grave of my mother. The rose hit her closed coffin and I turned away with great difficulty, feeling the comforting hand of my father upon my shoulder.
I needed the comfort my father gave me. It had helped steady my nerves. The past month had not been a particularly good one for me.
Especially when the older boys bullied me at school. But I was used to that, it was like second nature at Priggs.
But when one day you hear somebody shout out that your mother was better off dead, you just snap.
That incident left me and the other boy with bruises and the Dean to dish out punishment upon the two of us.
"Never have I seen this sort of behaviour before at Priggs," he had uttered, but he was not very on the ball because a thing like this was mostly commonplace in the schoolyard.
But I had kept my mouth shut because it was better that way. We got rapped on the knuckles and were sent a letter to deliver to our parents. I never showed my dad the letter because it would just upset him more.
A flash of lightning brought me back to the present, in the rain at the cemetery. I left my father's side and watched the men start hefting dirt to fill the hole that held my mother's coffin. I only wish there was a way they could fill the hole within my heart.
"Derek, how is he coping?" asked Aunt Delores to Chris's father.
"Bad, as you can imagine," replied back Derek with a serious but grave tone.
Aunt Delores seemed ill at ease of her less then modest banter and lowered her head slightly.
"Of course it is, Derek. I'm sorry...such a tragic thing," muttered Aunt Delores. "My sister was a great woman..."
"She still is!" snapped out Derek with vigour.
Aunt Delores glanced up and looked at the eyes of Derek. His eyes were ones of intense conviction.
"Yes, she is," said Aunt Delores after a second or two had passed between her and her brother-in-law.
The rain had cascaded down Aunt Delores' black tacky umbrella as another moment of silence passed between the two of them.
I had watched my Aunt and Dad talking. There was no need for me to stay. I had turned from the grave of my mother and ran over to a large tree to escape the rain.
Aunt Delores gave her attention to the pitter patter of running feet.
She gazed over as Chris was running from the grave of her sister to a large tree.
'Poor child, he must be suffering so,' she thought to herself.
"Derek, you know if you ever neeed anyone to help you with Chris..." she began speaking but Derek interrupted her again.
"Chris will be fine. He just needs to not dwell on it," hissed out Derek with an almost vindictive tongue.
Ever since Chris was born Aunt Delores had a certain fascination with him. The last thing Derek needed was the old busybody making an impression on his twelve year old son.
Aunt Delores seemed to puff up slightly in protest but from the look Derek gave her, the diminutive woman settled herself once more with a sigh and just turned and left Derek in the rain.
(to be continued...)
My mother died last month. It was a normal day. My dad had just picked me up from school when we found her collapsed upon the Kitchen floor. My Dad told me to call an ambulance but I knew it was only an excuse. He did not want me to see her like that. But the image had already been burnt in my mind. To me there was no escape from Death, not when I saw how pale and still she had looked just before I had left to do as my Dad told me.
But that was over a month ago. We are at her funeral. I wore my regulation school clothes. Usually I would not have bothered but Mum was so proud when I was accepted into Priggs Private High School For Boys last year.
It rained as our local Vicar read from The Bible in the graveyard. I did not pay much attention to him, my mind felt numb. I held my white rose which was contrasted to the parade of black garments everybody was wearing.
After finishing his speech, the Vicar made the Cross symbol and then we all lined up to drop in our flowers.
I was soaked through by the rain, the water mixing with my tears as I held out my rose and dropped it into the open grave of my mother. The rose hit her closed coffin and I turned away with great difficulty, feeling the comforting hand of my father upon my shoulder.
I needed the comfort my father gave me. It had helped steady my nerves. The past month had not been a particularly good one for me.
Especially when the older boys bullied me at school. But I was used to that, it was like second nature at Priggs.
But when one day you hear somebody shout out that your mother was better off dead, you just snap.
That incident left me and the other boy with bruises and the Dean to dish out punishment upon the two of us.
"Never have I seen this sort of behaviour before at Priggs," he had uttered, but he was not very on the ball because a thing like this was mostly commonplace in the schoolyard.
But I had kept my mouth shut because it was better that way. We got rapped on the knuckles and were sent a letter to deliver to our parents. I never showed my dad the letter because it would just upset him more.
A flash of lightning brought me back to the present, in the rain at the cemetery. I left my father's side and watched the men start hefting dirt to fill the hole that held my mother's coffin. I only wish there was a way they could fill the hole within my heart.
"Derek, how is he coping?" asked Aunt Delores to Chris's father.
"Bad, as you can imagine," replied back Derek with a serious but grave tone.
Aunt Delores seemed ill at ease of her less then modest banter and lowered her head slightly.
"Of course it is, Derek. I'm sorry...such a tragic thing," muttered Aunt Delores. "My sister was a great woman..."
"She still is!" snapped out Derek with vigour.
Aunt Delores glanced up and looked at the eyes of Derek. His eyes were ones of intense conviction.
"Yes, she is," said Aunt Delores after a second or two had passed between her and her brother-in-law.
The rain had cascaded down Aunt Delores' black tacky umbrella as another moment of silence passed between the two of them.
I had watched my Aunt and Dad talking. There was no need for me to stay. I had turned from the grave of my mother and ran over to a large tree to escape the rain.
Aunt Delores gave her attention to the pitter patter of running feet.
She gazed over as Chris was running from the grave of her sister to a large tree.
'Poor child, he must be suffering so,' she thought to herself.
"Derek, you know if you ever neeed anyone to help you with Chris..." she began speaking but Derek interrupted her again.
"Chris will be fine. He just needs to not dwell on it," hissed out Derek with an almost vindictive tongue.
Ever since Chris was born Aunt Delores had a certain fascination with him. The last thing Derek needed was the old busybody making an impression on his twelve year old son.
Aunt Delores seemed to puff up slightly in protest but from the look Derek gave her, the diminutive woman settled herself once more with a sigh and just turned and left Derek in the rain.
(to be continued...)
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