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Anyway, sorry for being an idiot and usin you as my personal diary , I guess in just hoping for Simone to relate, and be able to advise me.

My freinds actually showed me attention, I feel like everyone else doesn't give a freakin CRAP about me. I'm not the brightest and I feel like people are constantly saying No Patrick, don't do it that way, do it this way, and the I feel like a freaking retard.

Back to my friends though. My freind joe who I see the least by everyone loves the mos was talkin to me just like we used to. I couldn't believe I when he said that I should join Hoban too ( the school where he goes ) and when I'd get a compliment on something I was wearing or something. I don't he this kind of attention for anyone else, mind you, me and my freinds are all straight, so not the gay kind of attention (I knew you were thinking it)

Haha I guess that worked out then .

Did you ever feel like everyone hated your personality, and that you needed to change it? That's how I've been feeling x10 lately, and I can tell my personality is only getting more and more fake.. But good news, I was happy for the firs time this week in like a year. The only people I can TRULY be myself around are my freinds who I haven't seen in forever D: this is why I HATE homeschooling, I LOVE having parties and being social, but I can't be so social and unawkward when I'm not around my freinds or new people every day

I'm sowwie, dads right here, if he moves I'll chat you.

Bonfire Friday. LAN Party Saturday. So I can't chat on those nights .

I might watch LOST with my bro tonight, but I can most likely chat tonight if you'd want to. Did you invite me on Skype yet? It doesn't look like it, and I still can't find you . OH, there you are! , I went to contact info on your page on TDL, and I added you to skype through there

sounds pretty rough, Its good just school doing anything super exciting these days

I'm really sorry but I can't do it tonight D:, I have to study I'm soo sorry. I've had so much school lately.

I'll try to reply more

Why is that not nice? We call older people handicapped because they have disabilities, so what's wrong with saying mentally handicapped since that is a disability? Thats nice .

about what?

I promised another freind I would chat him, just so you know. I could probably chat both of you though, as long as it isn't video.

yah, I had to feed meals to a bunch of mentally handy capped people.. I'm usually not good with stuff like that, but it actually went really well Annie and Emma weren't there though D:.

How's your week been?

SOOO sorry it's taken me so long to reply, but this has literally been the first day in 2 days that I've actually had the time to D:

lol!!!!!!!

I'm to youth group soon. I'm nervous D:

I'm going to send you my reply in a PM, it's not letting me here for some reason D:

I hate you..

LOL jk, but yah, wanna chat tonight? I promise I'll talk, and we'll have a legit conversation!!!

And yes please, if you give me a better one, I'll show you a sexy picture of me in something my sister bought me.

Thanks for the joyful happy birthday wishes BTW LOL

SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG! D: D: D: D: D:

I've been SO bogged down with school, I haven't even had a chance to get on the computer I'm so sorry!

lol Wazoo is an awesome word, don't judge me HAHA

K, what are they like, and are they relatively clean?

haha why not? FB rocks

Don't change the subject LOL. If you didn't like it you can just say it, because there is a chance 50/50 chance I didn't like it! :O

It's a REALLY good show! Suspenseful, out the wazoo LOL.

I will

Really? D:, that's sad! , how are things going with your dad btw? Same old? :/

Yup, her FB pics aren't very good, but I'll find one

HAHAHA Did you like crae?

Oh ok . You would! Like I don't think you could watch an episode of it without stopping! Every episode leaves you hanging, it's on netflix .

I've never heard of it, ANYWHERE

HAHAA! It is

PLEASE GO THERE! lol, it's REALLY pricy

That's how I feel ALL the time! >< But yah, she's cute. She has brown straight hair. I could probably just send you a pic through PM.

Did you watch that video?

read second

I don't think I'm going to go there (unless I get a full ride like my sister :p) but yah, It is REALLY nice! It's called "University of Cincinnati" http://www.uc.edu/

haha, yah it is sad, especially seeing Carlos flirting with other girls while he's texting her.. She deserves so much more.. BUT ANYWAY, haha, this other girl's name is Annie :), she's really cute, and she kind of did allot stuff with me at the retreat, mostly because I was kind of awkward and quiet.. HAHA, at one point our group was eating lunch, and she started staring at me, and then she said "I'm going to stare at you, until you say something!" :p, so she kind of helped me be a little less awkward :D

HAHA in one night?! No fair D:.. Bingo? Like at a retirement home? HAHA That's awesome .. And I think that should work, I'll let you know if it doesn't. Have you seen "LOST"?

Fine then. *google's it* HOLY CRAP, We don't have that in the US.. Looks yummyz

Yah, I had to for school. And I kind of agree, but it's still nice to do one every once in a while. Yah know?

LOL! YOU'RE GIVING HIM MASSAGES?! feeling him up eh? LOL >< I kind of gave up on Emma, . I went to a retreat, and I happened to see Carlos's text to her. "I love you" "I know baby" HAHA, didn't know they were that serious. I met a new nice girl though

Really? Glad you like it . haha what is "jones"?

haha, I went to cincinatti, in ohio. It's a couple hours away, and we visited my sister there at collage. The campus is BEAUTIFUL there! There was even some rap blasting at the football field :-D. Then we went to a really nice hotel, stayed the night, and went to a shrine .

Tell me what you think

HAHA! At least you had fun .. I got like no sleep last night ><

Hello, how is school?