That's not weird! It's totally normal! It's depressing but somehow bitter-sweet. They grow, they mature, You miss who they've been but you wonder who they'll become. It's called on obsession.
CT is an amazing Celtic Group! Lucy but Taller, Miss. Sunflower and a bunch of others are obsessed with it! I love it! Ask Maggie (Miss. Sunflower) for some of the links to the YouTube. You NEED to hear them!