It's hard to lose something you really enjoy. It really helps me to think of these things as another kind of practice; God is always teaching us to handle new situations, and every difficulty we go through is another lesson we must do our best with.
I'll be praying that this goes well for you. Remember to enjoy all the little things!
No, you're not in _trouble _with the Mods; it isn't as if you had stubbornly resisted a dozen clear warnings. If you have to drop a roleplay, it isn't _quite_ as great a calamity as some I could name.
Aw! I had braces. They hurt; but they do get better! Take lots of Advil, then Benadryl which will help you fall asleep so you can't feel the apin. Eat lots of apple sauce!