Here is exactly what I wrote there:
Barely out of his coat from watching the Peaters-Karkal child brigade, Josiah enfolded Melody in his arms. "I still love you, Mel, and I'm still committed to you. Do you understand that? I _didn't_ think you were being unfaithful by running off to see Shadow, no matter what HE wishes for. But you suddenly disappearing like that, for _whatever_ reason, just isn't normal. It _isn't_ that you have to give me a written schedule of everything you plan to do; but vanishing on _Christmas_ Day? I love you, and I know you have a good heart....but I wonder if you need some kind of counselling about all the impulsive things you do."