Thanks for letting me know, Nate. I am SO glad to hear from you. Please don't be too hard on yourself. If I could count the number of times I've had to learn a lesson from God -- and then RElearn it and RElearn it and then RElearn it again, you wouldn't believe it. Just remember -- God sees you and loves you so much, just as you are. Hang in there! It's not always easy to hear and discern GOd's voice. What is important is that we keep trying. Blessings to you, Nate! Songs