Hi...I know I haven't talked to you before but I read your thread about "Timmy Luck" and I wanted to stop by.
First of all,I'm terribly sorry about your lion..I know that doesn't help in any way but I really am...
You see,I love animals with all my heart...I've always been close to them and they relate to me..animals that other people can't get near I could always hold or touch.And my best,in fact only,friend was my Yorkshire terrier.I had her since I was five,and two years ago,she got seriously ill with a disease her breed is prone to.My parents put her to sleep without consulting me.
See the reason I wanted to tell you this is after that,I questioned God.I hated people.I walked around in this fog for over a year.And nobody,not even my family understood because to them,it's just an animal.But to me,I didn't understand why God would make me unable to relate to people,but with a gift for animals and then cruelly tear my dog away.
The truth is,I still don't know why some people are made that way,unable to love people and bonded to animals.
But I think there must be some reason,some sense to it.
God doesn't play cruel jokes or torment people for no reason...so maybe animal lovers are put here to balance out other people...and after a long time I could see that it,as horrible as it is,it's better my dog died and left me than if I'd died and left her because she needed me even more than I needed her.
Again,I'm really sorry about your lion.I'll be praying for you,and if you ever want to rant,I'm here...and I understand what you're going through.
-Audrey