A New Challenge

slpnarniaqueen said:
What! *looks up with big puffy eyes* Edmnd I know what you did...to your arm...I know cuz I understand, but you will never understand my paiin!
~Loretta

*lloks at Su* this better work!
~PEter
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"just have faith that it will Peter.." Susan said looking somewhat worried.

Edmund ran up to Loretta, "but you don't understand Loretta I know exactly how you feel....I betrayed my sibleings as well as ALL of Narnia I could have killed EVRYONE in the land of Narnia!" he said tears heating his eyes then his tone sofened, "Loretta i know what it's like to hate yourself...but please don't blame yourself it wasn't your fault what happend...it was my fault and my chioce that Narnia almost wen't down the drain becuase of me..."
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
What! *looks up with big puffy eyes* Edmnd I know what you did...to your arm...I know cuz I understand, but you will never understand my paiin!
~Loretta

*lloks at Su* this better work!
~PEter
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*Jadis appeared not far from Ed and Lori and listen to them*
 
Where's Jaids!
~Peter

U and everyone won't understand *still sobbing* and it will hurt forever, no one can ever heal what I brought upon myself, only my life my feelings are at stake, not all of narnai, you helped bring a plan together.l..*starts crying unable to understand*
~Loretta
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
Where's Jaids!
~Peter

U and everyone won't understand *still sobbing* and it will hurt forever, no one can ever heal what I brought upon myself, only my life my feelings are at stake, not all of narnai, you helped bring a plan together.l..*starts crying unable to understand*
~Loretta
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tears clouded Edmunds eyes, "you what Loretta?" he asked his tone gentle and soft.

Susan turned to Peter, "I don't know where Jadis is...she was here a minute ago!"
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
Where's Jaids!
~Peter

U and everyone won't understand *still sobbing* and it will hurt forever, no one can ever heal what I brought upon myself, only my life my feelings are at stake, not all of narnai, you helped bring a plan together.l..*starts crying unable to understand*
~Loretta
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*Jadis stood between two trees watching Lori and Ed feeling bad for both she wanted to help somehow*
 
I tried to kill myself Ok! I know what you tried to do...ever since I met you I've had a kinda connection that i always knew what you did, I don't know why! *still sobbing* my whole family died to try to save me, and I tried to save them, but I lasted the longest...you know how mean it is to die and leave everyone behind to suffer! I've suffered sicne I was three when I ate one more acorn than i was suppost to which resulted in the death of my mother! You'd think I'd be stronger growing up in the 100 yr. winter, but no im weaker! You cried because Aslan died for you, but imagine peter, susan, and lucy your mom and dad dieing for you and not ever coming back! that's me, right now, the left me to fend for myself since I was seven I've had to take care of myself! I can't entrust my life to anyone or they will assume death for me...Edmond, I want to die, put an end to the misery before my new family becomes too attached and i hurt them like my family hurt me...*clooged by sobs*
~LOretta
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
I tried to kill myself Ok! I know what you tried to do...ever since I met you I've had a kinda connection that i always knew what you did, I don't know why! *still sobbing* my whole family died to try to save me, and I tried to save them, but I lasted the longest...you know how mean it is to die and leave everyone behind to suffer! I've suffered sicne I was three when I ate one more acorn than i was suppost to which resulted in the death of my mother! You'd think I'd be stronger growing up in the 100 yr. winter, but no im weaker! You cried because Aslan died for you, but imagine peter, susan, and lucy your mom and dad dieing for you and not ever coming back! that's me, right now, the left me to fend for myself since I was seven I've had to take care of myself! I can't entrust my life to anyone or they will assume death for me...Edmond, I want to die, put an end to the misery before my new family becomes too attached and i hurt them like my family hurt me...*clooged by sobs*
~LOretta
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*Jadis's lowered her head hearing Loretta's words and she spoke to herself*"this is my fault I knew it was cause I cause the 100 year winter I didn't know I killed so many"
 
*~Aslansfriend~* said:
"just have faith that it will Peter.." Susan said looking somewhat worried.

Edmund ran up to Loretta, "but you don't understand Loretta I know exactly how you feel....I betrayed my sibleings as well as ALL of Narnia I could have killed EVRYONE in the land of Narnia!" he said tears heating his eyes then his tone sofened, "Loretta i know what it's like to hate yourself...but please don't blame yourself it wasn't your fault what happend...it was my fault and my chioce that Narnia almost wen't down the drain becuase of me..."
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Well about as many people that died in the war died for me, yeah all of Narnia was almost lost, but it wasn't Aslan had a plan, knew he wouldn't stay dead, but everyone who ever knew me when I was young died forever! There is nothing like watching your family die before yyou, you were sheilded and everything turned out, but I was exposed, I watched my whole family go down...
~Loretta

((i gtg computer time is up fr me see ya tomorrow oh and what time zones are you and ASlanfried in so I know when to use my time on the computer!))
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
Well about as many people that died in the war died for me, yeah all of Narnia was almost lost, but it wasn't Aslan had a plan, knew he wouldn't stay dead, but everyone who ever knew me when I was young died forever! There is nothing like watching your family die before yyou, you were sheilded and everything turned out, but I was exposed, I watched my whole family go down...
~Loretta

((i gtg computer time is up fr me see ya tomorrow oh and what time zones are you and ASlanfried in so I know when to use my time on the computer!))
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*Jadis listen to the convosation between Lori and Ed feeling worse for them both*

((I'm eastren time in the US but I don't know Aslansfriend's time zone))
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
Well about as many people that died in the war died for me, yeah all of Narnia was almost lost, but it wasn't Aslan had a plan, knew he wouldn't stay dead, but everyone who ever knew me when I was young died forever! There is nothing like watching your family die before yyou, you were sheilded and everything turned out, but I was exposed, I watched my whole family go down...
~Loretta

((i gtg computer time is up fr me see ya tomorrow oh and what time zones are you and ASlanfried in so I know when to use my time on the computer!))
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listening to Lorettas heartbreaking words broke edmunds heart seemed to break in two for he felt silaliar emotions knowing still he could have been the reason for Narnians downfall....and the thought of Loretta wanting to kill herself seemed to send the young King over the edge... "I can only emagen what all you must have felt Loretta when you were watching your family's downfall....and sence I tried to kill myself also I can also understand why you tried to do the same and what you felt while you were doing it.....but please understand that you deserve to live Loretta....." tears welled up once again in Edmunds eyes, "I know what it's like to try and attemt suicide and feel like your worthless and how could anyone love you after what you've done....but thier are lots of people who do love you Lorie some more then you'll ever even begin to understand how much they do....." he said pulling Loretta into a tight comforting embrace, "please don't try to kill yourself ever again Loretta...your still needed down here with us...."

((you guys time zones is in the eastern U.S.? thats awesome cause so is mine lol :) ))
 
*~Aslansfriend~* said:
listening to Lorettas heartbreaking words broke edmunds heart seemed to break in two for he felt silaliar emotions knowing still he could have been the reason for Narnians downfall....and the thought of Loretta wanting to kill herself seemed to send the young King over the edge... "I can only emagen what all you must have felt Loretta when you were watching your family's downfall....and sence I tried to kill myself also I can also understand why you tried to do the same and what you felt while you were doing it.....but please understand that you deserve to live Loretta....." tears welled up once again in Edmunds eyes, "I know what it's like to try and attemt suicide and feel like your worthless and how could anyone love you after what you've done....but thier are lots of people who do love you Lorie some more then you'll ever even begin to understand how much they do....." he said pulling Loretta into a tight comforting embrace, "please don't try to kill yourself ever again Loretta...your still needed down here with us....*

((you guys time zones is in the eastern U.S.? thats awesome cause so is mine lol :) ))
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*Jadis listen to Lori's and Edmund's words and she felt hurt and sadness cause she almost caused the downfall of Narnia cause of what she done to Edmund*
 
*looking up at edmond with tears in her eyes* what do you mean someone loves me more than i know? I know you and Jadis and Peter, Susan and Lucy love me like a sister but how much more can anyone love someone? *hugs Edmnd back**crying* I promise Edmond just for you I will not try to kill myself agian...just for your sake. Just promise me one thing, don't leave me behind like my family did...stay with me...you don't understand how much i need you!
~Loretta

You think they are ok? *looks toward trinian and Susan*
~Peter
 
slpnarniaqueen said:
*looking up at edmond with tears in her eyes* what do you mean someone loves me more than i know? I know you and Jadis and Peter, Susan and Lucy love me like a sister but how much more can anyone love someone? *hugs Edmnd back**crying* I promise Edmond just for you I will not try to kill myself agian...just for your sake. Just promise me one thing, don't leave me behind like my family did...stay with me...you don't understand how much i need you!
~Loretta

You think they are ok? *looks toward trinian and Susan*
~Peter
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*Jadis desided to come out of her hiding place and spoke*"we won't leave you Loretta we love you to much"
 
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