~Grateful * Surrender~
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“It’s nice” Nick said wiping his mouth with his napkin. “how old were you in that picture?”
Adina stared at the picture for a minute, "16." the picture was bringing back memories, she looked back at Nick anforced a smile.
"Hey you ok?" he asked he could tell the smile was a cover...he knew how that felt.
"Don't Bring Megan into this Chez."“You happy now?” Chez was hurt, “Now you know your roomie is a psycho suicidal-“
“STOP!” Ceagin didn’t want to hear any more of Chez’s ranting, “why?” he wanted the truth and that was all.
“You would too if you had as much baggage to carry around as I do, Ceagin. If you had to leave your home so you didn’t have to think about…” he stopped and looked away. His hard shell was coming off. “there is not one day that I don’t think about your sister. Not one day goes by that I don't think about those two years I spent in Juvi. At least your parents still talk to you! It hurts Ceagin and I have had it!” Chez for the first time in years let the tears burn down his face.
"lWhat is it?" Nick was concerned that was the first time she had ever admitted to not being ok.
"Don't Bring Megan into this Chez."
"Why not? she is a memory I can't get rid of even if I want to. I don't care what you say about...it hurts. and I can't bring her back no matter how long I went to jail for. I would in a heart beat...I would die to bring her back but I can't Ceagin!"
"You're right you can't bring her back but neither can I. you don't think that is a cross I bare every day of my pathetic life?" Ceagin couldn't help himself. everything that he had brushed away with parties, sports, and girls was coming back.
"You don't seem to have a problem with you life the way it is. You have everything."
"Everything? I have a hole in my life that I can't make go away no matter how hard I try. And about moving on you won't even try ever since that day you've condemned yourself to black and solitude!"
"That’s not fair, Ceagin! You weren't sent to jail for murder! That leaves a stain nothing can get rid of!And even you can't understand!"
ooc. WOW!!
ic. Adina wiped away a tear that was rolling down her cheek, "I used to live here Nick, in New York. My parents died in the hospital Chez was taken to." Adina stopped, she couldn't say anything else, she was crying to hard.
“Come on Chez it was just as much my fault that it happened and you act like I had no part in it. That I have no pain at all from that night!”"Don't Bring Megan into this Chez."
"Why not? she is a memory I can't get rid of even if I want to. I don't care what you say about...it hurts. and I can't bring her back no matter how long I went to jail for. I would in a heart beat...I would die to bring her back but I can't Ceagin!"
"You're right you can't bring her back but neither can I. you don't think that is a cross I bare every day of my pathetic life?" Ceagin couldn't help himself. everything that he had brushed away with parties, sports, and girls was coming back.
"You don't seem to have a problem with you life the way it is. You have everything."
"Everything? I have a hole in my life that I can't make go away no matter how hard I try. And about moving on you won't even try ever since that day you've condemned yourself to black and solitude!"
"That’s not fair, Ceagin! You weren't sent to jail for murder! That leaves a stain nothing can get rid of! And even you can't understand!"