Josh the Jester
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*Victoria closed her eyes and then opened her eyes to see everything smothered in a yellow aurora.*
*She sighed*
'Are you.......ok?", he asked raising an eyebrow.
*Victoria closed her eyes and then opened her eyes to see everything smothered in a yellow aurora.*
*She sighed*
He bit his hand, "Please stop...I don't deserve help." She saw the book on the floor, The Japanese Suicide Method.
Shiloh gasped at the sight of the book. She looked into his eyes,"Please don't do this...don't give up....you'll only make it worse than before....I don't want you to die..." tears streamed down her face.
He curled up into a ball in the corner again, he wasn't able to cry anymore.
"You don't even know me...I want to die."
ooc. You have to make things quite hard, dont you?
ic. Shiloh pulled him away,"I do to know you. You just choose to ignore it....is you want to die...why did you try to sto yourself from hurting me...?"
ooc: Oh yes Is it working
ic: He turned his head away from her, and put his back to her.
"I'm tired of hurting people...tired of making them scared. I'm tired of being scared."
ooc. Obviously
ic. "Can you stop yourself..?" she tried to think of something to say to prevent him hurting himself again,"You didnt scare me! Quit thinking that you have...please...." she weaped silently, "Every life is worth saving...maybe I can help you...maybe it will be better over time...."
"Yes I can...And I know I scared you....I'm not stupid, I scare everyone. Its my curse..." He thought of bathing himself in his own blood, so he picked up the knife again.
Shiloh knocked the knife out of his hand and gripped his face,"Stop this!..please! I beg you!!" she cried.
He pulled himself out of her grasp, and dropped to the floor, sobbing. He reached out his hand to start crawling to the knife.
"I can't...."
"Yes you can!"She grabbed the knife and threw it aside,"Stop this now!!! Why can't you listen!!!??"
He was still bleeding, and he almost passed out.
"Try and save me...you'll fail."
He passed out there, laying stretched out. Sticky from his own blood.
"I can do that," replied Chris, feeling Carmen's warm cheek.
Chris sighed slightly and gazed at Carmen.
She smile at him while she had his hand on her cheek.
" thanks Chris," she said with a weak smile she didn't know what going on,
" Chris if you don't can you grabbed that thing over there please," she said pointing at a needle.