Aye aye cap'n!!!
LAUREN
Keith knew. The moment Lauren and her mom came over, he knew what had happened.
He laughed and hugged her first. Lifting her off the ground and spinning her around. She laughed as well, hugging him back. Oh, how wonderful it would be to live near her brother again. She felt whole again. Well, mostly whole. She tried not to think about that other part right then.
"This is great!" He said happily, setting her down.
She rolled her eyes, still hugging him, "Great is a grand understatement, Keith-y."
"True. True."
"I'll visit you often." Now, that they lived so close.
He grinned, "I can teach you to surf."
"Oh that would be fantastic!!" She giggled, "Isn't it cold here, though?"
Keith only laughed.
Keith made her mom and herself some tea, and he talked to her mom for a little while. Lauren paid the conversation no mind at all.
Her mind was 100% on Damian. She felt stupid and mad and pathetic and embarrassed all at once. She'd actually said it. Actually told him that she loved him. Part of her had felt so happy to let it out. Actually all of her did, for a moment.
Then the questions came; What if he didn't love her back? What had she just done? She thought of Aaron, and his friendship with her. How those three words practically dissolved their friendship. Had she just done the same? Would her friendship with Damian, her closest friend in the entire world, be over? She couldn't bear that. She could never be able to live with that.
So she lied. Though it hurt her to do it, and her heart screamed at every word, she lied. If he was just her friend everything was fine, if he was only her friend everything... was... fine.
While he seemed confused by her frantic explanation, he didn't ask any awkward questions. He just told her he'd be there, like he always did. And he would be, so much more now that she could see him everyday.
See him everyday. See him, and think and hope and fear. Always have the question hanging in between them; what if she told him she really did love him?
She wasn't sure she'd be able to deal with that, either.
"Lar baby, " Keith's voice came into her thoughts. She smiled absently at her pet name. "You alright? Mum just asked you something."
She blushed, "Sorry, what?"
Her mom laughed, "I have a job interview in town in a few, do you want to stay here?"
Lauren grinned at her brother, "Sure thing."
"I'll be back later, 'kay?"
"'kay! Later mum!"
For how talkative the two siblings were they were content with saying nothing for sometime. Lauren moved to a couch in a very Keith-looking living room. Everything about it fit her brother to a T. She smiled. She laid across the couch and stared at the ceiling.
"Keith-y, do you know what my least favorite word is?" She sighed, at last.
He chuckled softly, "No, what?"
"Friends."
More laughter, "Friends? What's wrong with that word?"
"It's complicated," She sighed, sounding like a little girl trying to be serious, "especially when it's not enough. 'Cause your in love. Scratch that my least favorite word is love."
"You would know this, wouldn't you?" He said, knowingly.
"Eh!?" She sat up fast, blushing.
"Oh, don't act all surprised, Lauren. It was pre-tty obvious you loved him."
She sighed and laid back again, "It obviously wasn't obvious to him."
"Did you tell him?"
"On accident, yeah."
Keith seemed confused, "Than what's wrong."
"Well aside from the obvious, that he doesn't like me back. I freaked and told him that I didn't mean it and we were just friends." Tears came to her eyes, "So I've probably killed all chance of him ever liking me."
"Why did you freak." Keith had moved over to sit at the edge of the couch.
More tears, "Be-be-because I thought we couldn't be friends anymore. Everything would change, and I'd lost my best friend."
"You can be friends and in love at the same time."
"But if he didn't love me!" She said in exasperation, "Like I didn't love Aaron! That ruined that friendship and I don't want it to ruin ours!"
Keith moved over to hug his sister. She was so glad he was there. This would have been so much harder to get through without him.
"Damian wouldn't let that ruin anything, Lar." He told her softly. "And besides, what makes you so certain he DOESN'T like you back?"
She thought about it. She thought about the hugs and smiles he gave her. The delight in his voice, his eyes, his words whenever she was around. Did that mean? It couldn’t, he couldn’t possibly. At least, not anymore.
There was a pause, then Keith said, louder, “Damian?”
Lauren blinked. Confused. That was completely random. There was more silence.
“Damian, I think that was your cue.”
WHAT?
The sound of nervous laughter echoed in the room. It took Lauren a shocked second before she placed its origins; a phone sitting on the table they'd ate at. It was on speaker.
Lauren stared, aghast, between Keith and the phone, the phone and Keith. Piecing together what was going on. And everything she'd just said. She gasped loudly, and fell back against the couch, mortified and scared. She'd just re-confessed her love for Damian, and he'd been LISTENING! Oh GOD!
"Keith, is she okay?" Damian's voice said awkwardly.
"She might go into shock, but aside from that, I think she's handling it okay." He replied, grinning.
There was a pause, then Damian sighed, "Well, if she's already shocked no harm in adding to it. Lauren?"
She gulped, "Y-Yes?"
He laughed gently, and her heart hammered against her. "Lauren, I love you, too.”
Epilogue later...