Rick had often wished he could tell Alipang, Jason and other old school buddies about his ministering to their old highschool principal. But he knew that his communications might come to the attention of the Pinkshirts; and anything making his ministry more public might cause them to put a stop to it, even perhaps arrest him. So Rick had been doing what he could, within the imposed limitations. He could not even share Jesus directly with the other women in this one big room, for that would again seem "public." The Joyous Fulfillment management was tolerating his one-on-one visits to this one patient who knew him personally.
Of course, they could not stop him from praying for ALL forty-nine women in the room, as he did routinely. And if he could lead Flora Lewiston to the light, even at the very last moment, it was a net gain for the Kingdom of God.
Not for the meaningless "Inexpressible Ultimate" of the Oneness Temples.
"Do you remember those words I recited to you last time?" Rick asked the old woman. On his previous visit--actually, on his previous FOUR visits--he had softly recited the words to the hymn "There Is A Fountain." Singing would have been too conspicuous, but saying the words many times over was an effort to impress their truth on this discarded fool, whose efforts to destroy that very same truth had been "rewarded" with contempt from the system she had always desired to establish.
Flora smiled faintly. "I remember 'There is a fountain filled with blood, drawn from Immanuel's veins, / And sinners plunged into that flood lose all their guilty stains.' I think I might even have heard the melody once, long ago."
"That's great, Mrs. Lewiston. Do you remember my saying to you that this is the real change everyone has always needed? You remember that 'Immanuel' is just another name for the Man Whose name the establishment hates to hear?"
"Yes, I remember. But tell me again why it ISN'T hate and racism for people to believe in Him."
"That's easy, Mrs. Lewiston, if you can just allow yourself to accept it. If you were back at East High now, and if you were confronting some white supremacists--" (there had not been even one white supremacist at that high school for fourteen years or longer, but Rick knew that this was an illustration the former East Principal could get her arms around) "--you would want to correct them, wouldn't you? And you would not be guilty of 'hate' for correcting their false ideas, would you?"
"No, I wouldn't be hating, just speaking truth to power."
"Exactly! Truth is not hate! Immanuel brings truth; and the more people follow Him, the less hate there will be. But remember that I don't mean ONLY following His example from the past, because He is alive NOW....."
Rick was giving it everything he could, because this was Mrs. Lewiston's last chance. When he had arrived at the nursing home, he had seen the cadaver-transport truck parked outside; its driver had told him that the cluster of which Mrs. Lewiston was a part was due to be euthanized today. So in a teacher-student role reversal, trying for her sake not to panic, Rick led her step by step through the essentials of receiving God's forgiveness for sin through faith in the resurrected Lord Jesus. At one point during this, while still talking, he gave her the rest of the water he had brought for her.
Too soon, the call came: "Visitors out! It's time to celebrate the completion!"
At that very instant, Mrs. Lewiston was asking, "But how do I ask--?"
Hurrying to get it across, even as the euthanasia crew members were approaching to hustle him out, he answered her: "Just by wanting it, wanting Him to KNOW that you want it! I don't have to be here; you can still ask, even as a thought in your head, and God will hear you! Ask, and it shall be given!" They were looming over him now, but they did not stop him from leaning down to kiss the old woman. "I love you, Mrs. Lewiston! Remember, it only takes that thought, as long as you mean it!"
Mrs. Lewiston's eyes were more lucid and comprehending now than at any time before in his visits. Her feebly reaching fingers brushed his waist as he was pulled away from her. "I understand now, Rick--just the thought!" Resistance would only have gotten him arrested for sure, so away he went. But just before the door was slammed behind him, he heard Mrs. Lewiston finding enough energy to call after him, "I love you, Brickpile!"
Going out through the lobby, Rick was told by a smarmy young woman at the front desk, "Don't be sad, Citizen Pelham; it's all part of the wonderful circle of life! The minerals of their bodies will nourish Mother Gaia!"
Restraining himself from breaking the young woman's neck, Rick went outside. Once he was off the actual property, he prayed: "God, I thank You for saving Mrs. Lewiston at the last minute, like the thief on the right-hand cross. Please remember all the prayers I prayed for all her roommates before now; please, even in this final moment, send Your Holy Spirit to remind each of them of every bit of Your truth they ever heard. Let the evil that ordered their murder have NO satisfaction in their afterlife..."