Up in Sussex, Ransom Kramer was inclined to beg off going to Casper on the quite reasonable grounds that Alipang and Kim's horses, plus three more that were being boarded in the Havens' little stable, still needed looking after as much as ever. But when Sumerico Bivar and Raoul Rochefort, hearing of the situation in Casper, volunteered to care for the horses (one of which, indeed, WAS Sumerico's), even Lydia Reinhart argued that Ransom should go to Casper for this. She considered the Havens family to be Ransom's family, and thus insisted on his obligation to them.
Ransom's agreement, first told to Lydia in privacy behind Alipang's dental clinic, resulted in an unexpected reward: the first kiss he had ever gotten from his Amish girlfriend. It was feather-light and flicker-brief; but coming from an Amish girl not yet engaged to him, Ransom realized that it was a great treasure offered to him from a pure heart. And she would still be around when he got back to Sussex.
Alipang's adult friends were not the only persons wanting to help, nor was Lydia the only girl with an emotional stake in the situation. When there was doubt of getting enough train tickets for today, an exile family that already had tickets for a train today gave their tickets to Alipang--which Alipang counted as more than sufficient repayment for free dental care that he had given to them over the last two years. And Jillian Forrester, the teenager in Sussex who had the crush on Alipang's brother Terrance, achieved such finagling of her parents as to be allowed to ride the train to Casper also, using a token she had been saving up.
Jillian was on the platform at the same time as Alipang, Kim, Wilson, Esperanza, Brendan, Daffodil and Ransom were making ready to board the southbound train. Daffodil, who had crossed paths with her from time to time while a guest in Alipang's home, was the first to notice and greet her.
"Citizen, I mean Ms., I mean _Miss_ Forrester! Are you here to see Alipang's family off? That's very collective of you."
"Thank you, Daffy, but actually I'm going _with_ them."
"You are? No one told me."
"That's because I'm not really WITH-with them. I have a friend in Casper who said I could sleep over at her family's house while I'm in Casper. So I won't add to the burden at the--I'm sorry, I don't mean to suggest that _you're_ a burden to the Havens. They make money from you, after all..."
"Don't worry, no offense taken." Though not interested in this girl for himself, Daffodil would have spoken further with her, just to sample more of the pleasure of talking to _any_ girl without worrying that he might be infringing Tolerance House rules. But now Alipang noticed her.
"Jillian, did I overhear you saying that you're going down to Casper?"
"Yes, Dr. Havens. I know there are going to be a lot of you in that house now, come Christmas. I'll be staying with Cindy Pressman; but I thought I could come over to your father's house, maybe like in the afternoons, and help with cooking or something, you know, if you need help, with your Mom not being able to do anything now, and honest, I am praying for her...."
Though Jillian was several centimeters taller than Alipang, she seemed so timid and waif-like next to this granite-hard, self-reliant man, that no one thought ill of Alipang when he suddenly reached for the girl and gave her a brief, tender hug. Even his wife, standing by, knew it was innocent; in fact, she proved her knowledge by herself hugging Jillian next.
"Any help you can give is sure to be timely," Kim told her.
"I should mention," Alipang told Jillian, "that Terrance never says to me how he feels about you, one way or the other; but as of two days ago, at least no _other_ girl had made any progress with him."
"Al, you're embarrassing her!" Kim scolded.
"What I'm doing," retorted Alipang, "is _sparing_ her from an agony of being _afraid_ of embarrassment. Now she won't be worrying all through the train ride that she'll get to Casper and see Terrance holding hands with some other girl. If she did have that worry gnawing at her, she would at the same time be feeling _guilty_ for thinking about that, when the rest of us were thinking about Mom's very survival. Now, she can be free from that guilt also."
"Please don't be upset on my account, Mrs. Havens; and thank you for thinking of my feelings when your mother's sick, Dr. Havens. I'll try not to get in the way."
Esperanza had followed enough of this exchange that, even though she had not yet reached an age to be interested in boys, she had an idea of what was making Jillian uneasy. So now she _also_ hugged the teenager; and Jillian found this particularly comforting. A minute later, they were all on board the train.
Daffodil found plenty to occupy his mind on the ride, as those with him shared various remembrances of past Christmases. At the last stop before Casper, Rudolfo and Valeria Montefiori with their whole family came aboard and entered the same coach, giving rise to introductions and a fresh infusion of conversation. The eldest son, Giacomo Montefiori, took an immediate and visible interest in Jillian; but although he was too well brought up to be obnoxious about it, he still unintentionally made the girl nervous. She accordingly sought refuge in acting as if she were extremely friendly with Daffodil, without ever dishonestly _saying_ that he was her boyfriend.
For his part, this made Daffodil even _more_ nervous. Although Giacomo backed off without seeming resentful, Daffodil couldn't help imagining how helpless he would be if someday some other boy offered to _fight_ him over a girl. His mind was peeking at the very edges of the experience a great part of the male sex had endured since before history was recorded: the undeserved humiliation of being forced to yield place in the search for a mate, because of other men enjoying an undeserved advantage in muscular strength or other forms of power.
Logically, Daffodil knew that no such bullying was in progress here; Giacomo Montefiori was not a barbarian, and Jillian Forrester was not a girl he wanted anyway. But now, the realization that such an injustice _could_ happen would not leave him alone.
Daffodil knew that if he were ever to talk to his mother about this feeling, she would parrot the Party line, telling him that it was specifically and only the belief in a masculine Deity which caused this kind of bullying. But all he had to do was look at the Christian man Alipang to know that his mother would be dead wrong. Since being introduced to the Havens family, Daffodil had heard accounts of how courteously Alipang had courted Kim, AND how unlike Alipang it was ever to terrorize those weaker than himself, OR ever to take his beloved for granted. He had seen, when Alipang had hugged Jillian, the completely UN-offended look on Kim's face; she had _known_ that his motives were harmless. And then there were the parents who had _raised_ Alipang to be so honorable a man; Eric and Cecilia unquestionably shared between them a love so great as to make present-day "romance" movies look like a pathetic joke in comparison. Daffodil wanted to thank God that Cecilia Havens had not died; but he still had not reached the point of being able to do that without hesitation. Still, everything he was seeing about the character of serious Biblicals only served to _increase_ his wish to be more like them.
This was the sort of collective in whose midst Daffodil was enjoying the privilege of living; and if he had not realized it before, he realized now that he _never_ wanted to go back to the society he had grown up in. He would be happier collecting trash in the Enclave, like that odd man Frodo Von Spock, than being a high-level Fairness Party official--but having to defer to idiots like that woman who had vilified him for saving a child from drowning.