"Well you'd understand that there is something inside of me, something that I can't control, something....dark......and powerful", he said turning around and taking a few steps towards her. He laid his hand on the back of his neck, on the curse marking that was there, which was usually hidden by his hair. "And for all these years this thing inside of me prevented me from experiencing true and positive emotions; it has brought me nothing but pain, doubt, and negativity to me", he said closing his eyes.