Euphoric and loved... especially the latter... I feel powerful.
Good, but pretty frightening. The source of all that love is nowhere to be seen... I only feel him around, lol. Sometimes I think I go insane when I feel that, because usually you shouldn't feel that when someone isn't even around. But yeah, I also had moments on which he asked me if I'd been thinking about him on that day or on which I asked him if he wanted to tell me something... and that turned out to be exactly the case.
I feel terrible and pissed!!! I feel really angry that I want to break something!!
Ill, scared, worried... tired...