i'm happy, cos the performances at pinkpop i saw on tv were AWESOME. and jealous, cos i wasn't really there, and i do know a lot of people who went.
and tired, cos it's practically 11 pm.
and excited, cos i'm going shopping in 5 and a half days and i'll be seeing paramore and makebelieve in 16 days.
Tired because of all the homework I've had to do.
Grumpy because of all the homework I've had to do and that I'll get more tomorrow AND have to study for 7 exams.
I have just returned from Illinois to the house in which Janalee and I lived and loved together for a little over eight months. My feeling now is that this is not my home--it CAN'T be, without Jan in it. It's just a storage building containing a lot of clothing and furniture and appliances and books which belonged to us. Yet the STATE of Colorado still is my home--for it is the state where Jan was able to breathe deeply, and where God's glory in nature lifted her spirits even when she could hardly walk anymore.
Moreover, it's the state where my daughter lives with my son-in-law and my grandson. So yes, I'm at home; and eventually, maybe this house will feel a little bit like home again.
not ticked off anymore! I am just..."normal" right now. Rather happy, actually. The chocolate chip cookie dough I made Friday and put 'dans le refrigerateur' were made into cookies tonight. Yummy!