Dear Heart you can ramble on all you want. I don't mind. Sometimes it's good to talk about stuff. I pray that they will find a good place for your grandma where she will be happy and where you can visit her. It sounds painful to have this sort of change in life. It happens and it's normal in the course of things, but it doesn't hurt less or cause less sadness.
I hope that the end of the school year will be wonderful for you and that you'll have an amazing summer. Tis always good to hear from you Lila. Keep me posted.