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*she lowered her head and spoke sadly*"I know she maybe dead but I killed my mother with my own two hands and I possbaly killed your famliy with my winter I maybe forgiven but my life will not up and leave me you don't know what I been through or how my life was"*she got up and started walking away*slpnarniaqueen said:*swallowing* it doesn't matter though, she's dead... *sigh* You'e changed though, you wouldn't kill anyone who wasn't threatining your life agian would you? * she started remembering the winter that had starved her mother after she was born, going hungry for days on end, unable to find food, she remembered but she had forgivin' so she didn't metion it to Jadis, she also didn't metion all her sibling's except her eldest brother Leo had died during that winter too.*
~Loretta
*she looked away from Loretta sadly and spoke*"I can't fit in your famliy I been alone to long all I know is darkness and hate and I don't want the Narnains upset and mad I have cause to much pain to all of you its best if I stay away from you all"*with that she gently removed Loretta's hand off her arm and started walking away*slpnarniaqueen said:I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, I should have never even come up here! But don't leave, you have a whole new life, don't lean on the past, you don't have to forget, but you don't have to keep beating yourself up. It was partly my fault my mom died...I snuck food that I wasn't suppost to! *grasping Jadis' arm* YOu may have done bad things, so did Edmond, but he came out to be one of the most loyal kings in all of Narnia, what are you hiding underneath that hard shell? Your experinces will let you be softer toward those who to have been in your spot, don't you see... YOU are you and there could be improvements (like getting shorter LOL ) to be made but all you are is hurt and lost, well Aslan is your guide now all you do is follow the road! *smiles*
~Loretta
*she stoped in her tracks and listen to Loretta's words and turned to her and spoke*"I probaly would like love and light if I ever find those two things in my dark soul"*she seen your sadness and huged you back and spoke*"I can't just leave you like this it hurts me to see you like this"*looks at the ground and spoke*"I have to spend some time with followers of light if I ever will get out of this evil imprisoment"slpnarniaqueen said:Whatever makes you happy, but because you've known so much darkness and hate you may enjoy love and light, but I won't stop you I don't want to force you into a life you think you won't like. Just stop by to say hi once in a while O.K? *hoding back tears, dashes up to her and throws her arms around her and starts crying** **straighen herself up and says sniffleing* Good-bye my friend. * slight wave, starts moving to the tree that she used to live in* I'll miss you. *slowly walks toward Cair Paravel*
~Loretta
*she lowered her head and spoke*"that's what I'm afraid of I may try to kill someone here its ok dear"*tries to smile and spoke*"knowing all that still don't make me feel any better"slpnarniaqueen said:Does that mean you're coming back! You can find it, it will just take time, you're gonna make mistakes, probably try to kill someone in the castle, but look at you you are genuine, your and origianl! I mean how many people have a friend like you? You are more than you think you are, you have the will to do anything, all you need is belief and faith and you will be on the path to redemtion! Yep, Faith and trust and a pinch of Fire-Bird dust! (from Peter pan i know agian kinda corny) here, it won't do anything but if you believe it will do something it will. *she took out a bottle of red dust and blew it on Jadis* Now all you have to do is believe you can be loved, and loving light and happy. And you will, that's what my mom told me, before she died she blew this on me and I believed and look at me now, I'm loving the one who killed her...opps Jadis I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make it sound like that, I really didn't...*concerned* You have to undersand, I didn't mean to make it sound like you were a murderer...ohhhhhhh!
~Loretta
*she listen to Loretta's words and spoke*"I know I hear something but I seem to be ignoring it I'm just so afraid of things"*loweres her head and spoke*"if I have any tenderness in me"slpnarniaqueen said:Jadis, we can hide all the weapons from you and lock the door, but you can still try to come home, Aslan is calling you to come home, can't you hear it in your heart? He's pleading at the door of your heart to open them up and let love enter, open it Jadis, we are all waiting. Its only a crack open to me, but the rest of the world wants you to open the gates wide, a wide as they'll go! You've been hurt so you are afraid to show your tenderness, no one will hurt you Jadis as long as you live, your feelings may get bruised and broken. Mine have, when I got a black eye from my brother, my feelings were broken, but I put a cast on them. When my best friend ditched me they were bruised but I fixed them. When I saw my dad crying and screaming at me cause I disobeyed which lead to mom's death my feelings were torn up, but I pasted them back together. You can to jadis you can too. *looks at her for response*
~Loretta
*she walked with Aslan and she seen her wand be tossed in the air and shatter from Aslan's roar she hit her knees on the ground feeling her power and magic leave her body**she looked down at the ground breathing heavly for it felt her life was being sucked out of her body**she looked up at Aslan and spoke*"I feel so weak now"*she stayed on the ground for along while**she spoke again*"but Aslan I wasn't human to begin with I'm half Giantess and Jinn"aslan'sluv said:*Aslan appears to Jadis in the night beckoning her to walk w/him. She hesitantly agrees and follows. Once into the wood He takes her to the very place where she once killed him. Aslan asks for her wand to be set on the ground(which she does). Immediately He tosses it into the air w/one paw and roars so loud that the crystal wand is shattered.*
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Jadis I know you have not fully turned good and that is why not only your wand but your magic and powers are taken as well. As you become less evil you shal regain normal human color such as the childrens. But I warn you, if I so much as think I see you look at anyone wrong I'll have your head. Do not dare to question my authority either. *deep deafening roar* My words with you are few as is my patience witch. Do not test me again. And now dear one do go to sleep once more.
*wakes up and narrows her eyes and speaks to herself*"how dare that lion strip me of my power and magic he has no right to do so that's it I'm gone"*with that she left some red and yellow roses in Loretta's room and walked out of the room and out the castle and walked to her ice castle**she arived at her ice castle and was greeted by two Minotaurs one looked at Jadis oddly and spoke*"your majesty what's happening to you your paleness is fading"*Jadis glared and yelled*"NO DUH FOOL THAT DARN LION STRIPED ME OF MY POWERS AND MAGIC AND SHATTER MY WAND!!"*the Minotaur jumped back from the furious Jadis*aslan'sluv said:My dear friends it is time to begin your second challenge! I warn you of the witch while she sleeps...she is still partially evil so beware. The grave news I spoke of is this: our troops in the east have been defeated, but the good news is that we've won several more battles since then. Now hear is the task at hand...Lucy you must choose the best of your troops to guard Cair Paravel while we are away. Peter you and Susan arew to hasten forth to Archeland and ask for guidance and assistance in our war.Edmund you are to gather your men and go forth into the woods to the stone table to begin the negotiations. Susan you will be with me on my business for I have a different job for you. As for the rest of you thank you for your loyalty to your rulers and myself we appreciate you greatly! Please hasten after breakfast in the morning we will say our farewells and go to our second challenge. TO THE LAND OF NARNIA! TO OUR KINGS AND QUEENS! TO OUR FRIENDS OF HIGH AND LOW! NARNIA WILL BE OURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*LOUDEST ROAR*
slpnarniaqueen said:*looking at the roses* What are these? OH they are from jadis, how sweet where is she?
gtg to bed, i st
slpnarniaqueen said:OK, so whats happened is no one trusts Jadis but Loretta, so Loretta took Jadis up to her favorite place where she grew up and Loretta is talking to Jadis about opening the doors of her heart. Jadis is afraid that she can't become good, and Loretta is saying not if you don't try, you might want to read the conversation, it will help!