So...Who's On Now XII

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Red Roses said:
Aww, why? I'm not looking forward to next weekend. -.-' We're going somewhere and it's like a 7 hour drive. I can't stand my family for 1 whole hour! How am I going to survive!?!?
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Do you know where you are going?

Spare Oomian said:
AW, what's the matter Ash?
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Well, yesterday my stupid "best friend" went on about how she's wanted me in her stupid wedding for as long as she can remember (she's getting married and she's 20!!!) and that I'm not a bridesmaid. She has to talk to her stupid fiance to see if they can add more people before she tells me anything though and if I am a stupid bridesmaid for her stupid wedding I'll be number 5 out of like 6. If it was SO important for her then wouldn't I already be in the wedding? To say the least, my feelings are hurt. :(

AND THEN today, I was uninvited to a party and then they reinvited me like a couple hours ago. But I don't want to go now.

aaand...whenever someone in my family bugs me, I ask them to stop and they don't and so I yell at them and then I get yelled at. I might as well be invisible.

and my laptop overheated or something and I can't turn it back on. So now I'm on my dads desktop...which I'm not a huge fan of.

I'm sorry for going off like this guys. *cries* :( I'm becoming this really bitter person who does nothing but locks herself in her bedroom and cries all the time. I don't like it.
 
Ugh, I'm so tired and my friend is so insane. -.-' I was hanging out with her today and she turns around and says "there's some guy behind us, walking really fast..." It was dark so I couldn't see who it was. She started running and I ran too. The person behind us caught up and it turned out to be our other friend. And my first friend laughed her head off, cos she knew who it was. -.-' And now my legs are sore cos we ran like... a lot. haha.
 
redlady20 said:
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Well, yesterday my stupid "best friend" went on about how she's wanted me in her stupid wedding for as long as she can remember (she's getting married and she's 20!!!) and that I'm not a bridesmaid. She has to talk to her stupid fiance to see if they can add more people before she tells me anything though and if I am a stupid bridesmaid for her stupid wedding I'll be number 5 out of like 6. If it was SO important for her then wouldn't I already be in the wedding? To say the least, my feelings are hurt. :(

AND THEN today, I was uninvited to a party and then they reinvited me like a couple hours ago. But I don't want to go now.

aaand...whenever someone in my family bugs me, I ask them to stop and they don't and so I yell at them and then I get yelled at. I might as well be invisible.

and my laptop overheated or something and I can't turn it back on. So now I'm on my dads desktop...which I'm not a huge fan of.

I'm sorry for going off like this guys. *cries* :( I'm becoming this really bitter person who does nothing but locks herself in her bedroom and cries all the time. I don't like it.
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Oh, poor Ashlee. *big hugs* I'm so sorry you feel that way. I'll definately be praying for you....but I wish I could do more to help.:(
 
redlady20 said:
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Well, yesterday my stupid "best friend" went on about how she's wanted me in her stupid wedding for as long as she can remember (she's getting married and she's 20!!!) and that I'm not a bridesmaid. She has to talk to her stupid fiance to see if they can add more people before she tells me anything though and if I am a stupid bridesmaid for her stupid wedding I'll be number 5 out of like 6. If it was SO important for her then wouldn't I already be in the wedding? To say the least, my feelings are hurt. :(

AND THEN today, I was uninvited to a party and then they reinvited me like a couple hours ago. But I don't want to go now.

aaand...whenever someone in my family bugs me, I ask them to stop and they don't and so I yell at them and then I get yelled at. I might as well be invisible.

and my laptop overheated or something and I can't turn it back on. So now I'm on my dads desktop...which I'm not a huge fan of.

I'm sorry for going off like this guys. *cries* :( I'm becoming this really bitter person who does nothing but locks herself in her bedroom and cries all the time. I don't like it.
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Aww, Ash! *hugs* If I lived near you, I'd fix all your problems. Seriously, I would. A punch here, a good kick there, and some yelling and shouting over there. I can get really vicious when my friends are getting hurt...


Omg, this one time when I was 7 I was walking to school and some random guy who I didn't know said hi to me and he knew my name. I didn't stop running until I got to school. I've had lots of bad experiences. >.<
 
*hugs* Thanks guys. I need therapy. I stopped seeing mine because I felt she was judging me. (There is so much more than what I just told you). I can see one now but I have to pay $500 before my insurance will cover it and then I lose my insurance on my 21st birthday so I dont know how much good that will do.

Just knowing that you're here will help.


Aurora, that sounds super scary. I'm sorry that you've had bad experiences. :(
 
redlady20 said:
*hugs* Thanks. I need therapy. I stopped seeing mine because I felt she was judging me. (There is so much more than what I just told you). I can see one now but I have to pay $500 before my insurance will cover it and then I lose my insurance on my 21st birthday so I dont know how much good that will do.

Just knowing that you're here will help.
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Man, that's brutal.:( If you ever need to talk I'll try my best to help (and I won't charge you anything). I really hope you find the guidance you need to help you get out of this shadow. You deserve much better.
 
redlady20 said:
Thanks. I don't know that anyones ever really told me that I deserve better. That's a first. That's also really sad lol.
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Yeah, it is. But it could also be happy....God can't keep putting you through this, and He won't. Sooner or later things will get better.;) It's just a matter of being patient.....and having a lot of tissues on hand.:rolleyes:
 
Spare Oomian said:
Yeah, it is. But it could also be happy....God can't keep putting you through this, and He won't. Sooner or later things will get better.;) It's just a matter of being patient.....and having a lot of tissues on hand.:rolleyes:
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Yeah...I hope you're right. Thanks :)

My cat was standing in front of the computer monitor....I think he was trying to say hi lol.
 
Sherrrriiii to the rescue! Ash, you are now no longer alone! But I'll only be on for a few minutes because my mom is on the phone and when she gets off she'll tell me to go to bed :(
 
redlady20 said:
Hi Sheri! That sucks you have to go soon. :( What time do you leave tomorrow?
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8 am. Oh the thought of having to get up so early. I can definitely tell I've been on summer break, sleeping in and all :p

Ash, I also so one of your previous post, it's sounds like you're having a hard time right now, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you and will be praying for you! :)
 
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