So...Who's On Now XII

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Oomy: thank you. :) That was a very thoughtful, kind post.

I've been here before. Too many times. It's lonely here. In the dark. I don't know what you know of it. I know it too well.

This time isn't as deep as others. Mercifully so. Sometimes I wonder how bad it can get. o_O

But this time isn't as bad. Last night I had this swelling of hope rise up in my heart. In my soul. I think I can do it this time. I will stick my feet out over the line I dread crossing. I will tread the road I've avoided for so long.

This time I will break away from the ice that consumes me. I'll let the tears that seem to burn my flesh, burn my heart and soul. Burn away the ice and darkness and fear.

Oh, God help me! I can't do this alone.



Thank you for your prayers. Prayer is more powerful than we will ever know. Maybe someday we'll see just how much. :) ♥ Thank you for listening.

Our hearts are heavy and light. We laugh and scream and sing. Our hearts are heavy and light.
 
You are very welcome Rachel.♥ I'm so glad I could help. :)

And trust me, I've had my share of darkness. But like I told you, the darkness never lasts for long. It may feel like forever, but like a rainbow after a storm God sends relief, sometimes in the most unexpected places.

God Bless, Rachel. You're a strong person, I can tell. You'll get out of this.:)
 
Thank you! :) ♥ Thank you for saying I'm strong. Sometimes I feel so weak. So weak.

But I think God must whisper He thinks I'm strong, because I keep going. I endure. I overcome. This present stumbling around, falling to my knees, crying out my sorrows...is not as deep or all-consuming as it used to be. I have overcome worse.

And God bless you, Oomy. ♥

"sometimes in the most unexpected places."
How true. :) I wonder how this time.

Thank you, and good night. I must be off.
 
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