Broadway Show

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

"No its my falt," she said sighing at how dejected he sounded, she cared for him, he shouldnt feel like this.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

"No..." he shook his head, "I should have....I'm sorry." he wanted to give her her time...her space. it felt so right...so...but still he had almost. he shook his head again forced a smile but his eyes were saying what was inside

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Crystal moved so she was beside him and placed her hand on his knee, "No, I told you that I'd stop you if it went to far, and i didn't, it's my falt."

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he took her hand, "But I shouldn't have pushed it." it was a strange conversation to be having. most of his friends had never had this conversation because they never thought about it. the girls they dated were totally...different, "I want you Crystal...I'm being honest but I don't...I shouldn't have pushed."

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

"You didnt," she said looking at their hands, "I let you."

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he wasn't going to give up, "But if I hadn't pushed you you wouldn't of had to make that desision."

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

"You didn't push anything, I wanted it as much as you did," she admitted.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he stopped and tried not to look shocked, "what? but... I thouht.." he had assumed that she wouldn't have because of everything

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

"Neil I love you, i didnt think you were taking advantage or anything," she said gripping his hand a little harder.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

He couldn't believe his ears. after everything that had happened to her she still...and after only three days, "I love you too." he whispered

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

"I know you do," she whispered back.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he looked away and took a deep breath. her eyes were so entrancing...he knew his self restraint was failing quickly and if he looked at her...it would vanish all together

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Crystal pulled his face gently so he was looking back at her.

She wanted him to see the truth in her eyes.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he took one of her hands and set it on his bare chest over his heart.

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Crystal could feel his heart pumping in time with hers under her hand, his chest was soft but he was well built.

 

[Crunchine]

ooc- i'm sry guys, but i'm afraid i'm going to have to leave this RPG. things have come up

ic- The next morning Carley resigned from the show, having just received an offer from the West End Phantom of the Opera. Excited, she packed her bags, and left.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he smiled and started kissing her again.

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

She kissed him back her hand still over his heart.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

it was beautiful but Niel stopped again. he wanted to be everything to her more than anything but he was also wanted to make it right...he didn't know what that was exactly but he felt like that night wasn't it. he just looked at her smiling and tracing the features of her face

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Crystal felt him stop and wondered, she wasn't going to push him no way, she would let him when he was ready, she would never take that option from anyone, she knew what it was like so she just let him lay there with her and trace her face.