~Us (me) Against The World~

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She didnt answer just sat there her back towards him and stared out over the city tears flowing down her cheeks.
 
She stood up and jerked away. "James, if I cant trust you not to hurt me who can I trust?!" She said angrily facing him, tears pouring down her cheeks. "I just dont understand at all James. I mean how could you...." She broke off. "...i mean James, last night was bad enough." She said quietly looking away from him. She wanted to curl up in her bed and never get up again.
 
"I wasn't thinking," he had really messed up, "I am so sorry Liz, you have no idea how sorry I am. you are my best friend and I have no justification for my actions...it was wrong and...just wrong. Liz I know I have said it about a hundred times but I am sorry." he said tears in his own eyes know. he hated to see her hurt and the fact that he inflicted this made it all so much worse
 
Lizzy sighed, "I dont know what to say James, I mean you force it out of me, and then this.. I dont know what you want me to say." She whispered.
 
She sighed but didnt move. She looked up at him. What was wrong with her why did she invite this kind of heartache.
 
he wiped them way and let his hand rest on her face his thumb stroking her cheek. he wished he could make it better. to make her stop liking him or for him to like her...but he wouldn't lie to her....he couldn't fake it. it wouldn't be fair
 
She sighed and turned away from him walking to the edge of the roof. A breeze made her hair dance. How could they still be this close, how could she just forgive him, how could she just get over him. Questions flooded her mind. Her life was anything but fair. The only thing she could think of doing in order to escape was go back to the Dragon or go downstairs and throw herself into her dance, her drug.
 
"James?" she said quietly. What was he thinking. She wondered if he cared at all. how could he, he obviously didnt like her, but she couldnt get past it, what was he thinking. Everything had been fun.
 
"Do you really want to or do you just feel bad for what you did?" She ask sharply, not really meaning to sound that sharp.


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i dont have to go anymore :) i'm just going home tomorrow cause it's so late
 
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