~Us (me) Against The World~

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

Jasmin cringed against the sunlight, "oh that is so bright."

James took a deep breath nodding, "this is what you wnat." he smiled before kissing her again

 

[Narnian1]

She pulled away again. "More than anything." she whispered. "But it isnt what you want." She whispered.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

what he wanted more than anything was to keep her from hurting and this seemed like the only way. he could lie to himself...he just didn't know how long he could lie to her. he smiled and nodded.

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Jasmin cringed against the sunlight, "oh that is so bright."

James took a deep breath nodding, "this is what you wnat." he smiled before kissing her again

"Ok close your eyes and just breath," she said.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

Jasmin closed her eyes with no protest, "can't I have a joint? it will help me breath better."

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Jasmin closed her eyes with no protest, "can't I have a joint? it will help me breath better."

"Sure," she said.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

she opened one eye, "reall?"

 

[Narnian1]

"James I dont believe you." She said. "Yes, I want this more than almost anything, but I dont want it this way, not when you feel sorry for me." She said pulling away from him. She leaned against the wall.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

"who said I was feeling sorry for you?" he asked stepping closer blocking her against the walk.

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

she opened one eye, "reall?"

"Yeah," she said casually.

 

[Narnian1]

"Give me some credit James, I know you very well. You feel bad because I like you like that. It's the only reason." She said. "You've always tried to do what you thought I wanted." She said smiling a little. "But I dont want you like that." She said. "If you feel the same way, that's a different story, but come on James, if you dont, I'll find out sooner or later." She said.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

Jasmin smiled holding out her hand, "thank you."



"I never said I didn't give you credit," he smiled again closing the space between them, "you tell me now," he said pressing closer to her and bringing his face just an inch from hers, "do you want me to just walk away," he whispered

 

[Narnian1]

She closed her eyes and a tear fell down her face. "No." she whispered honestly, how was she supposed to refuse him? She wanted him to be with her with every fiber of her being, but she wanted him to want her, and he had made it clear he didnt.

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

Jasmin smiled holding out her hand, "thank you."



"I never said I didn't give you credit," he smiled again closing the space between them, "you tell me now," he said pressing closer to her and bringing his face just an inch from hers, "do you want me to just walk away," he whispered

She handed her one.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he kissed the tear off her face, "then there shouldn't be a problem here," he breahted puting one hand around on her back

"do you have a light?" Jasmin asked gleefully taking the little cigaret

 

[iminlovewithedwardcullen]

"Yes," she said sighing but smiling to and digging out her lighter.

 

[Narnian1]

Her heart raced but she faught it. "James," she whispered, "I want you to want me too. This isnt going to be enough, dont you understand." She said and closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the wall.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

he sighed...he had never been able to lie to her. he stepped away, "ok."


Jasmin squeeled and lit the joint, "ah so much better," she said blowing out the smoke

 

[Narnian1]

She sank down into the floor. Her life was so screwed up.

 

[~Grateful * Surrender~]

"Liz," he squated down in front of her, "I don't see the problem here." he so wanted to make her happy. they had always been able to make eachother happy.