~Us (me) Against The World~

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She sighed, "James it's not just that I like you like that, it isnt enough just to be able to kiss you or whatever, if that was enough there wouldnt be a problem here. James, that will never be enough. It would be completely different if you felt like that about me. That would be enough. That is what I wanted." She tried to explain.
 
Jamsin grinned her eyes still closed, "it always makes it better."


James hung his head, "I'm sorry that I don't...that I can't make this better. that I can't make you smile, instead I make you cry."
 
"It's not your fault James, it's mine. I've screwed this all up." She whispered blaming herself like always and looked away. She couldnt bear to make him hurt anymore, and she knew that when he saw her like this it hurt him. She would leave, for real this time. He could fall in love without the burden of having her around and seeing her wouldnt hurt if he couldnt see her.
 
he took her chin and pulled her face back so he coudl see her eyes, "no...don't...please don't balme it all on yourself." he pleaded wiht his words as well as his eyes, "I love you Liz, I'm just not in love with you. right now I wish more than anything I was."
 
She forced a smile and just nodded. Then she stood up. "I should probably go." She said. "Diana wont be to happy if I'm late." She said referring to her foster mother, laughing in her head at herself, like Diana cares at all, she'll be drunk before I get home.
 
She nodded. She was sure not seeing him again would kill her but she had to do it, she couldnt burden him and more. She took her cd out of the player and picked up her bag. She walked over too him and kissed him on the cheek. "Thanks for trying James, it means a lot." She said looking into his eyes for what she was sure would be the last time, her eyes teared up again at the thought but she held his gaze, memorizing his face and then turned towards the door to leave. She would go by home tell Diana she was leaving, pack and leave tonight. She wouldnt have to worry about Diana "one less little brat" would please her.
 
"Well then you are more special than me," Jasmin teased


he took her hand, "what about the show case? what about all...who are you going to find to do it?" he never even thought that she would leave. it didn't cross his mind at all and all he was worried about was thier friendship being wierd every time they saw eachother
 
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"Well then you are more special than me," Jasmin teased


he took her hand, "what about the show case? what about all...who are you going to find to do it?" he never even thought that she would leave. it didn't cross his mind at all and all he was worried about was thier friendship being wierd every time they saw eachother
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"Shut up," she said poking her on the ribs where she knew she was ticklish.
 
"I'll figure something out." She said and forced a smile. "Goodbye James." She said hoping he wouldnt see straight through her. "Will you lock up?" She asked tossing him the keys, then she turned and walked out of the studio.
 
Lizzy almost ran home. She quickly informed a not quite drunken Diana that she was leaving for good. She went upstairs and packed quickly throwing stuff in suitcases. She pulled two large suitcases, her backpack adn her dance bag down the stairs. Much to her surprise Diana gave her an envolpe full of cash she could live off of for a while and hugged her. "There's a taxi waiting outside, you keep your phone in case you need it and dont worry about the bill, please come back if you need to." Diana told her. Lizzy smiled and thanked her and pulled her stuff outside to load in the taxi.
 
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