"I have hurt girls younger than you," Ivan said seriously, "Look." He pulled up his sleeve to the arm. Around his wrist was a pink ribbon.
"She wore this. I wear it now so I don't forget her. I wear it now in hopes that she'll forgive me. Her father did. Of course, I killed him, too...."
He shoved his sleeve back down his arm, and began to twirl the useless pistol.
"Shot him with this. I had to, though. He was bleeding to death and starving. That was the hardest kill I ever made." It seemed that he spoke these words with a sob. A few tears ran down his cheeks but he didn't bother to wipe his eyes or hide the fact that he was crying.
He cleared his throat, attempting to gain control of his emotions.