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Thanks, Copperfox. Those two could really use some prayers. One of them has just totally lost it recently after his girlfriend broke up with him... experimented with things like drugs and alcohol, has been out cold during one of those experiments, threatened to commit suicide, and so on... and almost no one can get through to him any longer. The other's problems are longer-standing, involving demons and a very heavy negative energy, but he is one I can still reach most of the time. He's gone for the weekend, though, and last night he had another heavy depressive/aggressive mood so I'm worried he hasn't gotten out of that in one piece.

It's just a big worry for others which has me feeling down myself, I guess. I dislike not being able to visit them in person whenever I feel like it... they live miles away from here, after all...
 
I do recognize my brother Marvin in the last description. It was like God had planned it. I moved out into my own home and Marvin got a huge broke down. he'd cut himself, threatened to commit suicide etc. I took him in my home and made sure I would watch him closely and he is almost his own self again.
 
I'm glad you were able to take care of Marvin in that way, Nessa. :) Right now, I have the feeling I'm just sitting here watching two people I care about destroy themselves... so I guess that's what really causes my mood to go from 'good' to 'bad' in a single hour. :rolleyes:
 
I know how you feel Solya. It's like you are watching a very sad movie or seeing something happen but you are stuck behind a wall or glass and can't do anything. I so hope the first guy won't commit suicide. And I hope the second guy will wake up in time or get a serious wake up call.
 
Yeah, I must admit my worry lies more with the second guy because his issues have been going on for years now. He's once said to me that I'm the only one who's ever expressed trust in him and that it meant a lot to him to receive that kind of (what he called misplaced) trust. I just keep on hoping my prayers and my love/care for him are going to break through that dark void he's in.

*sighs* I feel like I'm hogging the topic now!
 
Although we are always told not to make troubled people feel guilty, still it is a fact that they often drain the life out of those who love them--by needing help, yet refusing to BE helped.
 
The first guy has refused my help, so all I give are prayers and guidance to those whose help he has not yet refused. The second, however damaging and frightening he sometimes is to those around him, does not refuse help as easily and genuinely wants those demons to leave him be. It's just the fact that many people have given up on him which breaks his resolve to get rid of them.
 
Solya said:
Thanks, Copperfox. Those two could really use some prayers. One of them has just totally lost it recently after his girlfriend broke up with him... experimented with things like drugs and alcohol, has been out cold during one of those experiments, threatened to commit suicide, and so on... and almost no one can get through to him any longer. The other's problems are longer-standing, involving demons and a very heavy negative energy, but he is one I can still reach most of the time. He's gone for the weekend, though, and last night he had another heavy depressive/aggressive mood so I'm worried he hasn't gotten out of that in one piece.

It's just a big worry for others which has me feeling down myself, I guess. I dislike not being able to visit them in person whenever I feel like it... they live miles away from here, after all...
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I will pray as well... same here with friends and drugs and such. It's hard when you've known them and known what they can be and they destroy it all with drugs and such...
I will definately be praying.
I feel content... pretty happy. :)
 
Nyappy cause I got some reviews.
And cause I got a new idea for my story...now to contrive the thoughts into words...

and nervous cause I start Drivers Ed tomorrow. o_0
 
Frustrated. I didn't get ANY Russian translating done AT ALL on Sunday. I spent a lot of time Sunday on something that I thought might produce a benefit other than money, but it was a wasted effort.
 
josie_caspian91 said:
SO FANTASTIC!!
I just got home from my second driving lesson and I parallel parked perfectly on THE FIRST TRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D:D:D
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Good Job Josie!! That's my Sheepy!! I know you will get your license very soon.

I am a little hyper right now. I had some dark chocolate, lol
 
queenaravis707 said:
I will pray as well... same here with friends and drugs and such. It's hard when you've known them and known what they can be and they destroy it all with drugs and such...
I will definately be praying.
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Thanks! :) The problem also is that drugs are very easy to get by here, so more often than not I am confronted with people taking them. My ex took them and it totally ruined everything between us... so I have a hard time accepting this kind of thing from anyone I call a friend.

I'm doing a bit better now, though. One of the friends I was worried about is now talking with me... expressing some things that make me worry about him, but overall it's very relaxed... makes me feel a bit more content, at least...
 
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