Patrick, sorry that you feel like you have to leave. Well, I will be here when you decide to come back. Mike (Sopespian) went through a lot of the struggles here that you did, but he was able to overcome them. I hope that you will be able to as well. Otherwise, I will just have to miss you and lose another friend. However, I understand that we all need to step back at times and regain our ourselvs - that is fine too. You are still young, and you, like many of us, still have a lot to learn. This is true of myself as well. Please come back soon!
Those are some very good things to do. I hope that are successful!
Your friend,
Fernie