Carol is doing okay. If I didn't say before, she would not have been able to come along anyway, because she has to stay in Colorado all summer for a fitness program she joined. So I took care of things which DIDN'T mean much to Carol.
When I visited Mary's grave, I talked to her about the various disappointments in life which have caused me to feel as if I've accomplished nothing in this world. But then God sent me a sign of encouragement: a single floating seed that flew over Mary's grave, then rose straight up into the sky, out of sight. I took that to mean that God was telling me I was leaving a mark after all.